SINGLE BUT LOOKING

Last night I SMS the one I refer to in the post “Four Years Ago”. I ask how was she and ask her to MMS me of her picture, but she didn’t reply me. I was a bit sad. I wonder why she didn’t reply me and convince myself saying “that she is busy”, “she never bother about me anymore”, “why would she send her photo to me?” and many ridicules thing that my mind can wonder. Yes, I still contact her. She is the only my “Ex-Girlfriend” that I still keep in touch (with my own willing). And the reason for me to still keep in touch with her was, I still could not delete her number from my phone book. When I want to delete her phone number, the “Delete” button was unpressed. All of you know what I mean.

But this morning on my way to work, I receive one MMS and she did send her picture. Ya, she is still as cute as she use to be. Still as beautiful as the first time I fall in love with her. She is still wonderful. I still feel wan to pitch her cheek like I use to do. I was surprise when she did send me of her photo. I thought she will reject my request. I thought she will ignore my request. I thought she will never bother about me any more. But she is not. I know she will never come back for me. I know she is happy with her love one. I know she can forget everything that had happen between us. I know she can find much better then me. This what she send to me:

Recently I found this blog iN aNgeLicDeMon’s EyEs. The blog was really fun for me to read. Easy writing, some cursing word here and there, talking about herself, fashion a bit, about her friend her family a bit, how life going on, her daily interest, people around her and a lot of other fun stuff. I actually didn’t really know anything about her (sama la like I know Dr. Mahadir, but he don’t know me) but enjoy every post that she wrote. Some of her friend I know well. Never see her before. Every single word is line up properly. Of course when it come to a girl, there are some gossiping and fashion talking and all the stuff that every girl would do and talk about. But enjoy her post very well. She rock my world!!!!

Last week end my parent was around. On Thursday they came to send my little brother to airport, then they spend the whole weekend here (in Kuching). The whole weekend was spend wisely by me. We go shopping throughout Saturday and having a “big breakfast” on Sunday which mean I can order what ever I want and as many as possible. Until I pecah perut then my parent will satisfy. I want to stop eating but they keep on saying “Full already? Order again if you are still hungry”. What else can I do (giggling). I obey my parent so much and I follow what they say, order again la.

But sadly my mummy get to drive home alone because my daddy will attend some course in Kuching for the whole week. Kind of sad letting her drive alone. She must be so damn tired and boring driving alone. I am so worried about her safety. Keep on calling her so that she will stay awake and make sure she is OK.

The night earlier, she help me to bed (she always did that when she was around). We have a little chat before she go sleep with her boyfriend (my dad la). She was in the sad mood because no one will be at home since all my brother are away and I am going back JB next week. Especial when my dad go traveling she will be alone. She just fell lonely when no one around. She told me that she will be blank when no one at home. She say that she don’t know what to do when alone at home. I was very say when she said that. I know how she fell. I wish that I can accompany her at home. But that was very impossible. She always say “Bisi anak baka ka nadai. Anak bisi tang nadai ga ba rumah” (Got son but fell don’t have any. Got son but away from home). I was very touched by her.

I don’t want her fell so sad and I start changing new topic. And I start disturbing and tickling her breast. What!!! It’s my mother breast ba. Suka hati me la what to do. But she keep on “Enough!! You are so big already, you are not baby. No need milk anymore!!”. She then say “Emm…I could not imagine la what happen to your wife’s breast. Eh eh, now I know, must be your future wife will have big breast rite?” I was silence to death when she said that and start laughing to death few second later.

Then I change topic again “Mummy, your boyfriend are waiting for you there.” and she reply “Let him there. Biar la.” and start laughing again. And I am glad that she fell OK already. At least she was happy for a while. Then she start to give me excuse “Eh I am sleepy already, can I go to bad?” and I say “Eh you miss your boyfriend already a?” and she reply me while giggling “Mesti la!!”

She is funny some time.

Previous post most of the reader say that “Next time you will fine some one that mean for you”. Most of the comment are around that statement. It came to me that I have to look on my side. I was wondering why until now I am still single. This post didn’t mean to praise myself bluek!! After all it’s my blog and I am the master of this blog.

First of all I ask you girl, what type of man you are into? Hot, Tempting, Hansom, Got A Lot of Money? Tell you what, here are few thing that you may be don’t know about me, myself and I:

1. Photogenic.

See, I told you already. I am much cuter then the hypo ma. Lagi pun that hypo “talam dua muka”. Outside lain, inside lain.

2. Multi Talented.

I can cook ma. This is the best part (giggling). Future if you married me, I will be full time househusband while you go to work. I stay at home take care of your meal. See, in additional I am romantic ba. You get one complete “package” me.

3. Musician.

I can sing “Happy Birthday” for your birthday. Don’t you feel “special” when I did that for you? Still don’t convince enough? Ok!! Next!!

4. Sweet.

I am funny ba. I can entertain whatever mood you are having. Except when you are PMS.

5. “Satisfaction”.

This thing no need to be explain further more. You are big enough to understand. This what I can give you for free of charge even though I love porn very much.

6. Life Jacket.

I can be you life savior when you are almost drowning because I have a “Natural Life Jacket”(big tummy).

7. Loving Daddy.

See I am perfect. I can take care of our children also. If our baby cry, I just put the beer in the milk bottle. Then baby can sleep well. Owh that picture of Aaron (my nephew) was sleeping after finished that. My experiment was a successful!!

Feel sucks reading this post, I told all of you already it’s my blog. I can write what ever I want. Hahaha…