SINGLE BUT LOOKING

Just now my mummy call me. As usual she will talk about almost anything. Including tv show that she watch. One thing that keep bugging me when she call me today about a friend of mine bring back his girlfriend(Sorry kalau ada yang terasa….) which is good. What bug me the most is that How in this world did he do it (I mean bringing the girlfriend back home). For me it is the most impossible thing to be done in this entirely world.

I could not imagine how am I going to tell my parent that I want to bring back a serious girlfriend of mine. What I mean sooner or later that girl will married me. And one more thing, how am I going to tell my parent that I want to get married? Damn, I just could not imagine that. This is what in my imagination right now:

Me: “Eeeerrrrrrr……Mummy……”
Mummy: “Yes, what do you want?”
Me: “Eeeeeerrrrr…..How to say a?”
Mummy: “I don’t know what will you say”
Me: “Eeeerrrr…”
Mummy: “What, you idot??!!!”
Me: “Nothing, I just want to tell you that I am errrr…….”
Mummy: “You what?!”
Me: “I am hungry. That’s it”

See, I am not getting married after all. That is what I fear the most. It is killing me. May be some of you out there are Gamophobia (Phobia of marriage). But for me the problem start before getting married. Dealing with my old man and old lady are the biggest problem. I kind of impress with anyone who tell their parent about their relationship. I mean, how did they do it? It seems there are no problem for them. Since I am not in any relationship with girl right now, it don’t bug me much but sooner or later i have to face it too.

If you out there have any experience (of course there is) on this, please give some advise to me(hehehe…). I want to know your top secret. I really need some advise on this.

It’s been a while this blog are abundant. Well, nothing to be updated ma. Also quite busy and spend quite a lot of my time with PSM(Punca Segala Masalah@Punca Segala Miserable@Punca Sakit Mental@Projek Sarjana Muda). Update?Here are sum of it

13th November 2008: My beloved grandfather put to rest. It is quite a big lost for all of the family. Until today I still feel sad. Missing him so much ever since he past away. May his soul will rest in peace and all of us miss you so much.

28th December 2008: Back to UTM and start another episode of student life. Nothing much as I say earlier on. Just the same old lame routine every day.

31st December 2008: New year eve just having diner with a bunch of friend. Nothing much. Could not do anything either since Johor Baharu is not holiday on the first of January. Got class on the first of January. I know I know that sound ridiculous. No party or alcohol also involve. That also sound a bit ridiculous too. What to do, got class the other day ma. Class is more important then other thing ma and also more important then get married (for me).

16th-18th January 2009: Went to Pahang(Deerland, Kuala Gandah) for camping(they call it motivation camping while I am not motivated at all). Nice trip la except….Nah don’t want to talk about it. Excited too since it is full of activities. Most scary one is that some of us including me was left in the jungle at night alone. Quite scary actually. Other then that, go to Kuala Gandah Elephant Sanctuary (About 2 hour tracking from deerland). First time face to face with elephant and get to feed it. Other then that, face to face with Sun Bear. Photo of it? Next post maybe.

26th-27th January 2009: Get drunk a bit and most of the time just stay in the room…