Mon 15th Jun, 2009, Rubbishly Talking

What Will You Do

What will you do if something that you die for and suddenly someone say a word and make it the most useless thing in this world. Its been a month I do the research. Come to office earlier, Saturday and Sunday come to lab to do research and no one is paying me to do that. And suddenly it is useless. Honestly to say, YES I love my F**KING(I suppose not to use this word) job. But something that i work so hard and suddenly this thing, it make me moral down. At least say something nice, something like “Ok, it’s good but you need to improve it a lot”. What? Not all research can solve the problem of this world.

When this kind of F**KING thing happen, people around you will absolutely will be effect by it. For example, if you work as hard as that, you would not have any time to spend for your family. In my case, usually I will talk to my Hero and the Queen of my Heart one hour. Then suddenly when you have to work hard like a dog, you will have no time to do that. Then my hero and my queen ask, “Nama lama udah enda telipun Ubek?” what do you expect me to answer them. Ada jadi anak tanggang.

Then I come to a junction where I really have to choose between My future and My family. That is the hardest decision to make. Both are important thing to choose. Everything in the future are depend on those two.

And lastly, what I hate the most, it is absolutely will effect your relationship with your love one. Have you ever love someone and dieing because of that someone and then that someone is not really into you? Understand? Well it is sad, but I really could not do anything. This world is far beyond my control. By the way to that “someone”. Sorry seems to be the hardest word. From the bottom of my heart, I am sorry that i have to say I love you so much right now.

Word of the day: Opinion is like an ass hole, everyone have one.

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  1. Comment by MaryS, June 15, 2009 @ 6:32 pm

    Between family and career in a dilemma,We are looking for a balance, but is usually more difficult.good luck.

  2. Comment by Victor, June 15, 2009 @ 8:57 pm

    Listen dear its not the thing happening with you alone but most of the population is gripped by the situation that you are in.Whenever I am depressed with any such factor I just bring one thought in my mind ‘Nothing is gonna last for ever.Every thing is mortal’
    By thinking in these way and taking a long breathe in helps me a lot.You can try it.For the real world problem check here,then you will think that your problem is just a drop in front of the ocean of problems others are facing.

  3. Comment by austin, June 16, 2009 @ 3:15 pm

    ya its nice and fabulus blog how one can make such a nice blog i am impressed.thanks.

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